Interview

Well my new normal life today included my first interview in 11 years.  It actually went pretty good and I am praying I get it.  It is at my kids school, so even though it is full time if anything comes up I will be right there by them.  I know there lives will change yet again, but this is just part of our new normal.

I have been doing really well these last two weeks.  I am have so many people in Jacksonville to support me through everything.  Matt and I have really been having a good time together and at the same time growing as individuals.  I really enjoy our current relationship and as much as I love him and want to come home, right now I am at peace with everything.

The boys are adjusting to school and really enjoy it.  Liam likes the freedom that the elementary offers, compared to kindergarten.  If I do get a job Braxton will start at Trinity, which I know he will love too.  I think he misses going to school, but with my life uncertain with being a stay at home mom, I didn't want to start him off in the 2 day a week program and have to pull him out.

Continue to pray for my family and that God continues to open doors for us.  He is really working in my life and it is amazing to see on a daily basis.

When life throws you a curve ball

Never in a million years would I think I would be walking in the shoes I am walking but here I am. A month ago Friday the boys and I moved out of the rental and into out new house without Matt. It sucks no one should have to ever go through this but this is the deck of cards I have been dealt and all I can do is turn to God and pray for a miracle. Pray that God restores my marriage and has a great plan for my family. Trust in God is trust in His timing so for now I sit and wait for God to work. It isn't easy but I know that I am doing exactly what God wants me to do. Please pray with me for a miracle in my marriage, strength for me, and protection of my boys.